☆ Sweet Like Cioccolato ☆

☆ Preferirei passare mille vite difficili con te... piuttosto che una perfetta vissuta da sola ☆

In English:

☆ I'd rather spend a thousand lives difficult with you... rather than a perfect living alone ☆

Awwwwww Sweet.... I like this sentence, I found it from a friend's FB profile. And I learn a new word of the day too. Muahaha sorry cannot share in public! But he's not a native speaker, instead a Brit friend living there. What can I say... I'm still learning new words! A native speaker said kinda rude to say that new word... coz he's too decent with impolite words. :)

Another sentence from a married friend whom I know long ago... say close to 10 years ago?

☆ Life can be hard but take time to enjoy the family you have and the time and memories you have made ☆

Awwwww Sweet... Aiyoh...

Somehow my low spirits getting lesser doh. And not forgetting BJ= Ben & Jerry cheered me up tonight! Hope I enjoyed my weekend! Good nite!

The Pie Charts

Hey ya! Topic of the day is... Pie Charts. I discovered my Blog visitors came from... mostly Singapore & Germany but recently USA & Finland on the list too. Ya, I know... it's all my friends & etc visit me & kaypo a bit about what's life and etc. :P

* Click on the picture to view bigger lah!

Here's last month pie charts:


Weeks ago...


Last week....


LOVE?

And been a long time since my last declare, I LOVE MY BoyFriend aka Macbook. Sorry eh my BF aka Macbook still no. 1 on my list. NO DOUBT! We will turning ONE in May! :)

My upper lips kinda dries and rough... Don't know why? Since yesterday.

On the other hand... my personal Pie Chart kinda over whelming due to over rated. LOL I'm a diplomatic person so I keep in a good term with everyone. :) Although according to the pie chart, Most of them fall on the Fancy Me category. A Brit friend asked me: If most of people fancy you and you don't, why you still hang out with them? Geeeee I didn't answer.. coz I have a personal reason why in each of them. ;)

Met the two guys over the week... peace no war! Still there's always up and down on our daily life. Italy vs Italy vs England. :P

Holidays!
Since my close friends can't go holiday with me to BKK= Bangkok, due to personal reason & I can't wait for May, too long to wait doh. So I decided to go holiday with my longest current sweetheart which we always have cold and hot wars regardless day and night.

And my candidate will be... MUM aka MAK! Ok maybe this will be our first trip together... which we both have different interest... I love nature.. which she don't :( Unlike my Dad, he like nature, but I hate shopping with him... he take ages to window shopping and not buying anything? But if he interested of buying stuffs, he will bought it on the spot. Ok enough said about Dad.

I always wanted to go Dubai, UAE... I don't have any friends there. Yeah I'm sure.. Wait! I think I do have a friend there but apart of that I have Arabs female friends in Kuwait, not sure if they willing to meet me in Dubai. Anyway, that's another holiday with Mum in near future & Mum will love my Arab Female friends for once... a gal gave me a set of Hijab. :)

So for now, we will focus on Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia. No problem with foods in this two countries. Perhaps Istanbul, Tunisia & Egypt are good idea on our holiday lists. :)

Eat & Shop till we drop.

But for now.....

FEMALE FRIENDS REQUIRED
I need a holiday friends prefer a females, which we can go holiday together regardless all over the region in budget ways. And please do send your application/ email on my comments. And I will get back as soon as possible. Will be nice if we meet up for coffee and get to know each other... Meanwhile, Spread the news Babes! :)

Lists of 2010

I have 15 things to achieve in 2010.... And NO! Getting married will not on 2010 list. :)

And I still have to figure out how to achieve that 14 things in 2010. Yeah, so far I achieve ONE... Better than nothing huh? Now, is already close to end of March.... 14 to go.

I'm pretty much busy with the achievement thingy and hope it works for long term. Busy with late Dad paper works & documents. Somehow get emotional at times & not forgetting a bit of spring cleaning of his items that occupied 70%... Coz we living in his house and we have no right to against his creative ways & stuffs. Yes 70%, we have lots to clear & sell off. Maybe I will held a garage sale pretty soon? Problem is, we have to burn most our weekend to clear up his stuffs. Sorry Dad, we have to do it... it's time... I mean we told you to clear up many years back, seem you don't bother.

And worst part, Mum can't go out for 40- 44 Days due to cultural believes, excluded us.. We can move as per normal, and I'm so hoping for a short holiday soon... Long holiday? Still not sure when it will be... my SGD kinda getting tight at the moment. Damn! Do help me to click on the ads so I can make more money for raising my funds. Thank You.

Help wanted!
We requires two guys that can help us in this major spring cleaning over few weekends. Someone strong and will be great if he knows about electrical & pluming work will be great too.

till then... Have a great weekend.. which mine will be dull doh. :(

Counting Down The Days

You were right
And I don't wanna be here
If your gonna be there
Was that supposed to happen

I'll hold tight
I'll remember to smile
Though it has been a while
And without you does it matter

I wanna travel through time
See your surprise
Hold you so tight
I'm counting down the days tonight
I just wanna be a million miles away from here
I'm counting down the days

How've you been
It's just the usual here
And days are feeling like years
And every day's without you

Now I cry
Just a little too much
When I think of your touch
And everything about you

I feel cold
I'm in the dark
When our souls are apart

I wanna travel through time
See your surprise
Hold you so tight
I'm counting down the days tonight
I just wanna be a million miles away from here

I wanna travel through time
See your surprise
Hold you so tight
I'm counting down the days tonight
I just wanna be a million miles away from here
I'm counting down the days

I'm counting down the days
I'm counting down the days

I'm gonna be your surprise
I'm gonna hold you so tight

Yeah

I wanna travel through time
See your surprise
I'd hold you so tight
I'm counting down the days tonight
I just wanna be a million miles away from here

I wanna travel through time
See your surprise
I'd hold you so tight
I'm counting down the days tonight
I just wanna be a million miles away from here
A million miles away from here

Irritate

The less secret towards personal life... people will comments whatsoever that may sound irritated. I have enough of this shit that make me feel more insecure than before. What's matter is me and Hmmm stay positive so what may or may not happen we all cannot predict. YES true... I'm getting older so what the hack??

But for now, I should appreciated what I have now & enjoy the life journey...

Guess what? These days some of the guys try to flirts with me.... Oh God... Why now? ;)
Still can't compare the classic flirt of hmmm. Muahahaha :P

Challenging

Bloody/Damn challenging at times. Well, what can I say.... be patience as much as I can. Everything fall at the same time.... Wish me luck PEOPLE. I need fresh air!!! I have whole list of people dying to have coffee or dinner with me & appreciate me.... And will meet them ASAP! I have lot to share....
*To whom I may forget... RING ME!! To friends that know me for long, I always keep my promise... you know that!

Ahhhh No point being a nice young lady!! My nerve it getting over flow somehow & I've been waiting since end December... OK FINE! Make it January, still I didn't get it. I'm being to nice at time so what should I do now??? Ok fine, wait till the mid of the Month... If not I will take action... Legal Law perhaps? HOLY COW! I cannot believe it... I have lots of patience with this issue. Oh well.... I should stop being nice to some people!! WATCH YOUR BACK!

Kenduri Arwah Bapak

1 Mar 2010, Ke- 7 Hari (Done)
3 Mar 2010, Ke- 3 Hari (Done)
7 Mar 2010, Ke- 7 Hari (Done)

Looking forward....
Day 40
Day 100

Departure...

Dad left us on 1 Mar 2010 at 11:04 am. :(

We miss you... :(

Love In The Air!

A February to remember.... Hell YES!

YES, YES! I just can't believe it.... OMG! To be continue.....

Thanks all for the Bday presents and treats.... I love you guys! Muck muck!

Soon, It's Over...

The good time will soon be over... No more party like Rockstar or anything close to Rockstar. Muahaha And back to reality and on track after a good recharge.

"Life can be a little bit complicated yet don't make ours & others life much more complicated than it already be". Said by someone I knew for long... ;)

Ok dramatic change might happen I think, but then depend how keen & badly we want it to be. Anyways, I just can't believe that I'm been so nice to a friendfriend.... huge favor indeed. Not gonna story long for this. :)

Look at the brighter side.... and stand two feet on the ground with no regret. Positive thinking!

Can't be sad all the time... Life still have to move on for all of us. :)

*Happy Bday to my Sweetest Friend, Kisara... Miss you a lot! Muck!

I Gotta Feeling... 28

It's not only a song but could link to whatsoever bah..

Been a GOOD NIGHT so far.. been partying almost every other night. :P

Had a great week so far, manage to forget what's reality for few days but gonna wake up very soon. Was out with old and new + current friends for partying & did enjoyed the company so far!

While the old & new go for smoking... managed to chat with THE FRENCH cheek to cheek somemore.. :P

GUESS what?

The old friend was asking: Saw you chat with THE FRENCH?
ME: Yes, it's a just a chat. The French said he been working here in SIN for 2 years & with the oil & gas company. :)

I did lot of stupid/crazy move... kinda paiseh now. But nothing disaster lah. :P Oh well did I said, I forget about what's reality? But I gotta feeling.... ;)

My sister kinda jealous, and kept asking why there so many celebration on my Bday this year. Muahaha

The old friend might do some transform for his hair & etc coz my Sister, current friend & Mum comments he look older than his actual age. :P

Not forgetting, a guy been asking a gal this...
"Are you been thinking about me?" "Yes/Kinda"

And the same question have to point back, but for once... that gal didn't ask him back.
So he was asking why didn't you point the question back at me? She said, I assume I know your answer. Muahahaha

Bottom line not point taking about this, it's will not be close to reality..
Unless dramatic change lor. Oh well...

Happy Birthday!

Thank you guys for the wishes...

I'm going out later with Dr FN to have some fun.

Lots of love,
Lynda

Beware, People Might Watching You!

Cry Out Loud & PLATELET

I'm having a hard time these days so I've been cry out loud quite often. Close friends might know it & I get so emotional these days... Thanks for close friends (regardless new or old friends) that always there and check on me & see I'm doing fine. Usually, I will talk about other stuffs to avoid getting so emotional.

The fact is, it get worst each day, maybe Doctor prediction might be close... no one can guarantee each person lifespan. Like what Dr FN said he's Dad was in worst stage, Doctor said his Dad can live till end of 2006 but he still live till now... Doctor prediction might be wrong sometime.

Thanks to two of my friends took time to help... There's no way I can convince him, he's a stubborn man just like me & my sister.

All I need now is moral support & shoulder to cry. Thank you friends...

* To all that willing to help, please help to donate platelet... He need Type A, Type O can still be use for all type. Kindly donate at NUH, Blood Donation Centre during office hours

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Wednesday: 8.30am- 7.30pm
Saturday: 8.30am-12 noon
Sunday & Public Holidays: Closed

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All we need is your 90mins of your time.

Thank you, May god bless you.

All I want for Birthday is....

Apple so far so good & not disappointed me at all... Few of my friends (Apple fans) said so too.

I have the a BF= A or you can call him M... And I'm in love with MacBook no doubt about it.

iPhone not yet... so please my birthday will be in February. iPhone still in the market.

Soon they have iPad which I think, I will in love with it to. So I don't mind waiting for belated birthday gift for iPad. ;)

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What I want for Birthday is....
The above... :P

Handbag from Marc by Marc Jacob :P (Wait long long eh) If big one you guys cannot make it eh, small one also ok lah. Ok Kawan-kawan?

http://www.dfsgalleria.com/en/singapore/marc-by-marc-jacobs/product/274037

It cost like SGD969!! *I will love you more if you guys share among each other for this. Whatever EVERGREEN colour! Muak! Not surprise if one day a guy friend of mine buy this for me (The one whom think SGD969 like SGD9.69 to him lah or sincerely a investment gift, wait long long) coz a Japanese gal friend of mine, her Japanese guy friend bought for her SGD800+ leather coach bag for her Birthday gift without asking anything & any favor. Oh maybe Japanese are more generous? Yes, they are! I miss that :(

Dad said nothing free in this world.... whatever things given, favor have to be return. Bloody true lor.

Sad to said that, I'm not going to Kanchanaburi, Thailand on my Birthday coz...

1. Dad hospitalise. :(
2. Friends coming over. :D
3. My economy kinda tight but still ok lah coz in Baht. :P

Look at the brighter side... I can go somewhere far soon? MAYBE. Save more $$$$ for next trip... I'm not lucky to travel for free like some friends lor.

******

* Dr HS hold a PHD said that a real Dr will be the one holding PHD coz they are smarter than normal medical Dr. Oh well... to think about it ya so true lah but for me to get PHD sigh away to much. But bless to surrounded by smart people with good hearted and always there for moral support.

The conversation
Dr HS: He only have MBA not PHD?
Lynda: Well, MBA is far better than Degree right?
Dr HS: PHD is better... like me.
Lynda: Nahhh! I know who have PHD.... Dr FN, He's young & bloody smart!!

I wonder what Dr FN wanna give me for my bday gift! He otang me big one you know!
So are the rest of the friends! You guys, otang me dinner & how many tingkat of cake? You guys better keep your promise ah!

All I want for birthday present is a good accompany with friends! I love you all!

Addiction

These days, I've lots of addiction..

I really don't know how to organise my room, the wardrobe or room getting smaller. I'm addicted to shopping these days partly on clothes (coz my clothes are getting obit/ outdated & still bought the EVERGREEN kinda clothes to play safe!) & bedsheets. I spend hundreds on cotton satin & thread counts bedsheets (All shade of GREEN) don't ask me why coz I love the texture & I'm a proud member of two famous ones. :P

Few weeks ago, when shopping with a friend for bedsheets and glad he thank me of $100 discount. LOL I discovered they don't have huge collection for Men's bedsheets... pretty boring. Bless to be a FEMALE, lots of selection.

My wardrobe getting out of order... no room for new ones. I need a bigger room or I need to throw the unwanted ones but I'm too sentimental to throw them away. :(

*Addicted to good listener... now it goes to how much each person value you, body language & time play apart too. Das gefällt mir!

I love Friday. What to wear? :)

Haven't Met You Yet

I'm Not Surprised
Not Everything Lasts
I've Broken My Heart So Many Times,
I Stop Keeping Track.
Talk Myself In
I Talk Myself Out
I Get All Worked Up
And Then I Let Myself Down.

I Tried So Very Hard Not To Loose It
I Came Up With A Million Excuses
I Thought I Thought Of Every Possibility

And I Know Someday That It'll All Turn Out
You'll Make Me Work So We Can Work To Work It Out
And I Promise You Kid That I'll Give So Much More Than I Get
I Just Haven't Met You Yet

Mmmmm ....

I Might Have To Wait
I'll Never Give Up
I Guess It's Half Timing
And The Other Half's Luck
Wherever You Are
Whenever It's Right
You Come Out Of Nowhere And Into My Life

And I Know That We Can Be So Amazing
And Baby Your Love Is Gonna Change Me
And Now I Can See Every Possibility

Mmmmm ......

And Somehow I Know That It Will All Turn Out
And You'll Make Me Work So We Can Work To Work It Out
And I Promise You Kid I'll Give So Much More Than I Get
I Just Haven't Met You Yet

They Say All's Fair
And In Love And War
But I Won't Need To Fight It
We'll Get It Right
And We'll Be United

And I Know That We Can Be So Amazing
And Being In Your Life Is Gonna Change Me
And Now I Can See Every Single Possibility

Mmmm .....

And Someday I Know It'll All Turn Out
And I'll Work To Work It Out
Promise You Kid I'll Give More Than I Get
Than I Get Than I Get Than I Get

Oh You Know It'll All Turn Out
And You'll Make Me Work So We Can Work To Work It Out
And I Promise You Kid To Give So Much More Than I Get
Yeah I Just Haven't Met You Yet

I Just Haven't Met You Yet
Oh Promise You Kid
To Give So Much More Than I Get

I Said Love Love Love Love Love Love Love .....
I Just Haven't Met You Yet
Love Love Love .....
I Just Haven't Met You Yet

"Sometime Some Words Are Better To Remain Unsaid"

Due to some reason, I think it's better to censor some of the words or remain unsaid? And keep to myself hor? Let the secret lies between "us", who's "us" by the way? :P

And "new people" in my community with start asking why? who? what? & etc.

*I am SINGLE for god sake! Sometime, I get excited about a date so is it a crime? :P

Somehow, "new people" in my community seem knows what I've been up to & nothing I can hide from them. They can read my body language & facial expression or even worst they sense it. SCARY!! In other words, good to know they notice it but it get over the top sometime. Did I ever said before, I dislike to share personal life with friends or friends from work? So please stop asking, unless I open up eh. Now, I can read people body language & instinct also play apart doh! :)

So "new people" know I treasure friendship & etc... Loyalty always goes to ME!

*I think, I'm being to nice to some people but some dare to take advantage and pretend nothing happen? Will see how far eh? Will keep silents ah... Silent are golden?

Avatar 3D, was good!

Ok it's time for me to do my laundry coz was occupied over the weekend & lot to follow up with emails now. Ciao!

Damn Right!

I'm back from short getaway.. was fun! I been sleeping during the journey, in the room back during the journey. LOL Friends been complaining. :P Really tired week hor?

What people told me was so right... you get confuse to choose. Oh well, that's not the end of the world!

Packed week....

Tonight Italian dinner with a friend.... business talk/ work talk and I will make sure I'm a good listener to his personal problem of finding the right girl. Oh well, he's NOT my type even if he have sexy accents. Line still open for this position! :P

Tomorrow, which I'm so looking forward. We been plan to meet up since weeks but he was busy with work, family & holidays + I was packed with work & away. :( So the moment we been waiting for.... To have dinner on Wednesday! :)

I've a dress, dying to wear & red heels or maybe black heels? Got to go home after work and change then meet up.

Forget to add, the line for Dr HS are closed! He's officially seeing someone. :) Happy for him! His new tattoo is awesome! Neil Young on his leg calf? Oh well, he have lot to tell. :)

* I'm not into tattoo although I'm interested to know, but hell not gonna have it. I didn't know his leg look so pale? LOL :P

2010

I'm getting crazier and out of the box these days. I should behave well! Be a good girl is one of my new year resolution. Hello? Anyway, I consider a good gal! No doubt about it!

What's new? At the moment, I bought something for my dear BF aka Mac! I kinda love hate with my keypad cover! I bought my bloody MacBook keypad cover for $40!! Ya!! the silicone plastic cost me $40, I can get nicer clothes at $40! Then again it's investment. :(

And I finally bought far advance Bday present for myself... Par fume. I love the smell & colour! YUMMY! So start smelling me when you dump into me! A friend said I smell good! Don't you dare to ask me how much it cost!

* Friends one after another are currently attached. Which I'm happy for them, yet I have lesser friends to hang out with. All the best to the Singles one! ;)

* Singapore Tat2 Convention will on 8, 9 & 10 January 2010. PS; Dr HS will be there!

* Will gonna wear my poke a dot dress later!! Off I go for weekend getaway with BFFs, suntan & water sport. Bye bye!