Paris & South France

9 Jul- 25 Jul 2011, was in France because of him.

I just cannot believe it.

I spend most of my time with him.

I failed to leave him, looks like there no way out of dismiss myself. :(

I'm in love! I hope it's real this time!

Why I kept saying sorry?

Why I'm the one who say sorry all the time?

Why can't I let go and move on with my life and forget what had happen?

I will go for vacation and forget about it.... Once an for all. I been MIA its works... 5 days!

Still no progress!

No progress of moving out... The owner and the landed house...

How could you not be able to move out after months?

Felt cheated!

After all this months

Now, I know that I'm official since 9 Apr... yet still complicated...

YES I'm not happy, how could I... If another party on my position... they won't be happy either.

Why it's happen to me? Why me?

Sharing

I don't like to sharing stuff I love... Not with anyone. NEVER

Been on and off... I'm not alright.

Guess, it's time to give up! Move on!

Bangkok

Planed to Bangkok was done in Jan 2011 before I met him and so... I don't know the real situation/ status of ours...

Having a mixed feeling to travel in not my style.. I should have cancel the trip but I didn't as I make my promise to D and I'm was thinking hey... who's the complicated one here?

I just out for three nights (29 Apr- 2 May 2011)... not for months under the same roofs.

Nothing happen as we know the status of being JUST friends.

I happy to met him as a friend... beautiful friendship ever!

No news, from him

Well, I didn't hear from him.

I guess he's back with the EX...

How could I fall over him in such situation.

I met a guy that took my heart away

I met a guy that took my heart away...

However things can be a bit complicate for his side. I wish things will be easier...

I wish I didn't meet him.

9 days in Japan!

I had a great fun traveling alone for the first time from SIN to Tokyo. My seat partner both departure a cute well organize Japanese man and as for return a smelling good HK guy with American accent. I like it! :)

I took a Friday night flight right after work and took 4 days annual leave from work. I love my job so far. :)

Where did I go?

5 days in Tokyo at Mihoko san's place and 4 days in Kyoto at Kisara san's place and 1 night in Tokyo with Mihoko... and have swollen legs after too much walking. Hahaha With Italiano sneaker from Mr DG- Superga. I love that shoes!

Eating Fugu fish was a great experience ever! Will try it again when I'm Japan. I love it!

To be continue...

Recovering stage for me!

Happy TWO Month

Happy two month old to my dearest niece... Nelly Andrea.

What A Wild May!

Been a long time since my last blog... was thinking what to blog about... personal life getting less colourful... :( Pray for bright and sunny personal life in days to come.

First thing first... I'm in love with Italiano hunk...TADA Patrizio Buanne... (Not shy eh!) :P

Looking at my May schedule kinda packed and wild indeed. :P
Apart of work, we need to distress huh? :P

The used to be exclusive thingy getting hush... WTF! Never mind! I don't really have 100% hope on it anymore... It's your turn now... if you want it works!

Was at Tanjong Beach Club Exclusive Soft Launch Party on Fri, 28th May with Dato MJS.... enjoyed the a whole day accompany with Dato MJS & artificial dated. ;)

Look forward for more packed activity in June! YEAH! ;)
And counting days to meet my dear babe at the end of the month... I hope! With our crazy project on the way.... :P

Ah.... I really hope for better luck this year so as the year to come.... I hope what the cards say not true...

I Love ME & Lot More!

Every morning, I wake up... I always say... I love ME, I love my job, I love lot more lah....

So many thing happen within a short period of time... Anyway, first thing first... everything seem doing good but at least there's always up and down. Hate the whole issue sometime but still nothing much to change about it. I manage to see what's going on but just stay put. Believe to fight for my right & with the battle. YEAH! Don't give a damn about it... LOVE ME!

Will be a busy next week so as the following next week but always have room to entertain few friends. Love you all!

Have a jam pack week....

Mixed of Japanese, Locals, Swiss & Italian...

Stop for Mini Farewell, Stop for Transit, Stop for Interview, Stop for Bday, Stop for Partying, Stop for Baby shower? Oh And Stop a night at Ritz-Carlton... YEAH!

Good Night! Have a great week ahead!

Shit Happen!

Yeah... people like to twist stories when shit happen. Oh well... I knew it in the beginning shit will happen matter of time... Whatever... What said can't be undone... this time need to work harder ah... not gonna make it work easy for people... My Dear friend Dr HS said... I should be really bitch this time... COLD!! Hahahaha I should! Serve the people right!

Back To Reality!

Sometime, we take thing easy and I realise the best thing I had... can't compare what's out there. :)

Ok, back to corporate work... after a short break in KL with Mum, Jalan2 cari makan. KL was fun coz I meet up with few friends there. :)

Now, wanna zzzzzzzzzzzz nite!

Word of the week! "Artificial"....

Next Stop Himalaya!!

Himalaya indeed a nice place with beautiful mountains & scenery. I will love it so much more than city centre! The fact is, I'm born as a city chic so natural scenery can be bored after a while... I hope not! Because the natural beauty totally spectacular... That's the reality & fact! I will make sure, I wake up every morning and keep remind myself that I'm so into Himalaya... regardless coz life have to move on! Not a easy task but that's reality. Well said ah? (Tap on my own shoulder for this) :)

Done, with that one last round! 95%!! And finally! YES!! After a hard work! :)

Battles is on!!

Been smsed me, almost everyday... We sounded like "best friend" somehow. Whatever lah! On top of that, my "best friend" said last Sunday... His imaginary GF is hot but I look hotter than his imaginary GF of his (He said that). Yeah, I know... he still trying hard to flirt with me AGAIN! I don't think it's work doh. Try harder.... I know the jealousy issue still not over yet.

What he said is true, destiny bring us together... We meet again. Geeeeee creep me somehow, "BEST FRIEND"? My Mum get mixed up with the two "I" somehow.... :(

I love my new addition of music collection, 500 Days of Summer! And I like the movie too!! SUPER COOL! I like it... The kind of music I listen to. HAPPY ME! :)

* Clam down... I'm sure it works! Never give up! Hang on & Believe.....

Petite

I maybe petite in size but my brain not petite as some people may think huh. I had a nerve- racking week! Was ok, nothing major yet. Who said Women is complicated? I think Men are getting more complicated these days. Oh yeah! Think before said something, make sure it's perfect ha!

Done with the two corporate appointments! And a non corporate dinner + corporate conversation on Sunday, ah ah! A friend cooked Risotto and Pizza for dinner, infact lot of leftover since I'm petite size doh. Now, I know how to cook Risotto, EASY sia! Having short Italian cooking class kinda works, still he owe me Tiramisù (Si, he remembered that). Grazie for the dinner! Although, we always end up having cold wars in friendship, we always in good term at the end. If I get EMO at times, he will keep remind me that I'm a strong gal! Did I said that he has the softest & healthy hair? YES, I think the softest hair that I ever touched.. just like a babies hair. Oh oh he like my new hair, even I look like Dora the explorer. YES, I look like a student! No longer 28! (Hit forehead), I didn't take any photos & can't publish here too. :(

I think, he never encounter a pretend situation in corporate place. I don't mind pretending & set rules between two places coz we have to learn to set two rules to avoid conflict in reality world (Based on experience lah). Corporate Gossip here in SIN are massive!

PS. Ok, teach me Tennis & I teach you how to "Tintarella"... :)

More Italian community will be on my friends list.... a fun ones. I thought, I could avoid & enough with Italian world but looks not. SIGH And I need friends to intro more new friends so this is what happen. I should not complain, look at the brighter sight. :)

PS. Danke Twin! For the H&M Top + Red MINI Longchamp Bag + 6 months supply of Chocolates from Swiss. I love it!

PS. Constantin & Brunn's family, Danke for the Condolence Card... Appreciate it . I'm missing you guys there.

Regardless

Enjoy this song.. I kinda like it!

Life is hard, things will be a bit more challenging regardless... Sigh. No words can describe it somehow. Apart of the technology, default and etc.. sometime kinda pissed off big time. Ok enough said, go figure!

Oh yeah sometime we think kinda good to be in relationship.. Ok, some had a relationship at much later age, whereby most already married or already focus on kids by now. Anyway, never too late in everything. Yes, a real relationship but then it can be overwhelming if you haven't been in a relationship for such a long long time. Sometime, it's good to be single than attached (I think). What's worth is to do each other part, that's fair enough.. not matter how busy. So whatever path you choose just stay put & hope for the best... some said, patience kinda worth. Will see...

PS. Was at the Italian cum Chinese-Javanese Drama scene few days ago. I think, We did good so far... :P Hope I get it! :)

Date Night was good! I like it! Hilarious indeed!

"T"

Yeah... I've been listen to Train song; "For Me, It's you." I don't know why... It's kinda back dated but kinda like it. No actual related to my current life whatsoever, I found it on my iTunes somehow. I have to say this again... I love you Mac! Your accompany every night... kinda rock my world. :P

And my all time fave, Travis... Huhu! Ok it may sound creepy to some friends that know me... as I never listen to Malay song. Ok, I listen to some Indo song too since we on T list... presenting, Tompi... kinda catchy song doh. :P

Ah... A story to share... based on True story.

How close are the chances to meet someone on the same Birthday as yours? Yeah kinda impossible? Even in the same region, somehow kinda impossible too. Not only that, they even have same/close storyline about their family history. Not forgetting sibling gaps, sibling & one of the parent's Birthday. How can it be so accurate? Strange but true... YES, sound weird but true, huh? Life kinda unpredicted somehow... Indeed, unpredictable. Don't you ask me who's True story was it from.

I forget to stated, I really enjoyed my Wednesday! Watched sneak preview of Shutter Island kinda freeze my brain somehow... Geeee.

Dear friends, I know for once, I can't make it on Friday meet up! It's my Dad's 40 Days. I would love to have Sheesa with you guys... Can we make it over weekend? or next week? I promise, I have time for it. I know SUCK big time! :(

Good Night! I'm gonna enjoy my Lisa Ono songs "Smile" before zzzzzzz

☆ Sweet Like Cioccolato ☆

☆ Preferirei passare mille vite difficili con te... piuttosto che una perfetta vissuta da sola ☆

In English:

☆ I'd rather spend a thousand lives difficult with you... rather than a perfect living alone ☆

Awwwwww Sweet.... I like this sentence, I found it from a friend's FB profile. And I learn a new word of the day too. Muahaha sorry cannot share in public! But he's not a native speaker, instead a Brit friend living there. What can I say... I'm still learning new words! A native speaker said kinda rude to say that new word... coz he's too decent with impolite words. :)

Another sentence from a married friend whom I know long ago... say close to 10 years ago?

☆ Life can be hard but take time to enjoy the family you have and the time and memories you have made ☆

Awwwww Sweet... Aiyoh...

Somehow my low spirits getting lesser doh. And not forgetting BJ= Ben & Jerry cheered me up tonight! Hope I enjoyed my weekend! Good nite!